Verse1
No matter how hard i try
I love to sing
my father won't do anything about it
Will nobody help me?

I'm writing all the time,
from my heart
Everyone knows how I feel,
they can tell from my writing

And so I'm writing now,
in my red inked pen
About how i feel,
and what I dream

I'll tell you
that only two people understand how I feel
One writes them in his poems,
the other is always inmy heart and dreams


Verse2
I want to be with him,
the man I love
But he lives an hour away,
and I don't have a car,
and I don't think a bus will get me there

We love each other very much
We wanna be with each other for forever and eternity
He makes me happier than I ever have and will be
My Elf prince would do anything for me,
even lie to his mom to get out here
I don't want him to lie,
but I desperatly want to see him with every fiber of my heart and soul


Verse3
That mans writings
hit me in the heart like a thousand arrows
But I don't mind the pain

He knows how to speak my heart,
speak my mind in ways no one,
not even me
could ever know

He's nineteen
I'm seventeen
and we're great friends
He loves my writings,
and I love his
He has a girl
I have a boy,
so we're perfect as friends
He inspires me to write
But his writing gives me pleasure


Verse4
Both these men make me happy
One more than the other

I won't tell you my loves name,
that's something I'm not ready to tell anyone yet
But everyone knows the other mans name

I wish they were both here beside me,
makin' me feel comfortable
I want my lover to hold me tight,
make all the bad things go away
I need them both to tell me everythings gonna be alright

Only with them holding me tight,
I might know everything will be alright soon