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I just want the pain to stop...

Journal Entry: Wed Nov 11, 2009, 3:29 PM
  • Mood: Sorrow
  • Reading: Computer Screen
  • Watching: Yu Yu Hakusho seaon 4
  • Eating: chicken noodle soup
Everything hurts

My bf, ex, whatever he is, asked to hangout this morning and then never showed up. I've been trying to get in contact with him, but I don't even know if he has his cell on him!

Last night I got to talk to him and he apologized for ignoring me, but what bout now?

I'm not even mad at him :cries:

I am never angry, and I don't show it an insane way. I cry. I don't go insane with rage and start threatening or stuff like it. I ask and cry.

Today I was threatened by his preggo whatever. She's only fucking 16! What right does she have to do that? He said not to answer her, and I haven't. I just want the truth from him...

I want everything to be great again, I want to forget everything, I don't want to forget him, I just want her to fucking shut up and let me be friendly to him as a friend :cries:

I confused and don't know what to do anymore..

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~oldschool-sinner 2 days 11 hours ago
your modleing work is very nice

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~Aurum17 2 days 11 hours ago
thanks

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~oldschool-sinner 2 days 11 hours ago
any time

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~BloodyShanglong 3 days 19 hours ago
thanks for the faves.
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~Aurum17 2 days 17 hours ago
ur welcome :)

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:sadangel:To be loved it to know happiness and contentment. To give love is to know the joy of sharing oneself. May your life be filled with happiness as your heart is filled with love:blackrose: :rose:
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~BloodyShanglong Nov 8, 2009, 9:15:05 AM
Thanks babe for the faves.
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~Aurum17 Nov 8, 2009, 8:38:55 PM
ur welcome..

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:sadangel:To be loved it to know happiness and contentment. To give love is to know the joy of sharing oneself. May your life be filled with happiness as your heart is filled with love:blackrose: :rose:
:mib:Legolas-Orlando-Billy Martin-Kurt Wanger:mib:
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*Valedhelven Oct 31, 2009, 6:34:16 PM
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:iconellenkeebler07plz::iconellenkeebler08plz:...for the new :+fav: on Betcee Elf… [link]

:iconblush--plz: I really do appreciate it very much! Please help yourself to a cookie or two, Kristin!

~Ellen :iconcookieteaseplz:

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~Aurum17 Oct 31, 2009, 6:44:35 PM
my cookies!!:giggle:
om nom nom XD

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:mib:Legolas-Orlando-Billy Martin-Kurt Wanger:mib:
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*Valedhelven Oct 31, 2009, 6:47:30 PM
:pat: Good girl - make sure you eat up every crumb of those cookies... :giggle:

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